Monday, January 23, 2012

That Chasm Inside


Romanticize the soul my son.
Search in those awful, hideous places,
wade the current crimson
floating on a raft of tears.
Go into the meadow, although
it be damp and bleak.
Find the flowers, plant them anew.
Find the pain and uproot them for now.
Fall in love with the evil,
love that gorgon face that turns you to stone.
Take those flowers from the darkness
and feed them to the mouths of vipers.
Climb that keep, made of straw.
Scurry up the side to play your ballad
and sweep her off of her feet.
Romanticize your soul my love,
and then, live freely.

Thursday, December 8, 2011

My Utopia


If I could create a Utopia, you wouldn't be in it.
In fact, it would just be me. And my cats.
And the dogs. The dogs would come
to me, with their furry faces, damp noses,
and needy hearts. They would do the work
because they need to. They have to
impress me. Or else, they won't feel wanted.
The cats will provide me with sanity,
and security. Stalking through the short nights.
Hissing, they would strike you with fear.
"Get out, this isn't your place. Isn't your,
Utopia!" They would growl, and you would flee.
In my perfect land, people wouldn't exist.
You just muck things up. Throwing around
all of you baggage like I give a shit. I don't.
Yet, there it sits, 200 pounds of fables,
On my front porch. You'd stand grinning,
Knocking. "Hello! We're here to see your
Utopia!" I wont answer. Piss off. This is my
Utopia. Then you'd run off, offended,
thinking that you would let me in
to your perfect land. If you had one.
Here's the gospel: You do.
Everyone, at some point, lives inside
Their own Utopia. Practicing eugenics and
genocide. Forging the perfect person. Irony
is that that perfection is not the leader
of our very own Utopia. He's the assailant,
assaulting the hills of our Capitol.
Waging war against the tyrant in charge;
You. Just like every other "Utopia".

Feet Made For Walking

The day I was born was the day I was bound.
Iron around my ankles, my wrists.
Labor ensued, and a meaningless life.
A futile fight for futile freedom.
Sometimes, the taste of freedom
touches my tongue, my soul.
And then, in an instant, no more.
My wrists again feel the torture.
Frigid iron and venomous tongues bind them.
I walk an endless line; A line of drones.
I am one of them, or rather,
One of us.
The sky. Never bright, that damn sky
The sun. He hides his glorious face,
Unknown to me. Hell,
I can't even remember what time is.
The darkness outside matches the drapes.
The desolation within, within my mind,
Madness and fury, lust and hate.
All that fill me these long and pitiful days.
I think days, at least. Damn sun. Damn iron.
Damn fool ahead, dragging me along.
His relentless pace suffocates my wrists
And look at my feet. Cracked like this earth
Bruised and broken. The feet of a man,
Or so I once thought. Boy was I wrong.
They are the feet of a beast. An abomination.
The soul leaves crimson in spurts along the tormenting terrain,
The soles leave crimson in spurts along the same.
The tops of the feet might as well be the earth
The earth owns them and their owner
Calling him forth wherever she has need.
So we wander only to toil. We breathe only to die.
Life is meant to be lived by those damned in their visions.
Damned more than even me I see looking,
Staring into their eyes: their souls. Into their smiles.
Those cracked and jagged smiles
Like the mountains of Hades,
birthing the river Styx, when they smile.
Always smiling. Always blankly staring, empty.
Greedy bastards. Their eye never has its fill
Of fantasy. The ear never has his fill either,
of vulgarity. The heart never has its fill
Of brokenness. The soul never has his fill
of loneliness. The feet, well hell,
The feet have had their God-damned fill.